As I’ve spent time with friends over the last couple days, they have all asked how we are adjusting to life back in the plenty and comfort of America after all we’ve seen and experienced. So far I have told everyone that this has actually been the easiest adjustment back for me ever. The usual follow-up question is, “And why do you think that is?” Thus far my answer has been that maybe it has something to do with being more prepared after having made the jump back to this country of uninterrupted electricity, dryers, and supercenters multiple times (three in fact in 2008 alone). I also mention that I believe some of it may be that we were transitioning in and out of cultures so frequently (literally every 4-6 days) that we never had the chance to really settle in anywhere.
Today I’d have to add that I think I am avoiding completely re-entering my life just yet. Sure I’ve already made a trip to Wal-mart for coffee and half-n-half and I’ve caught up on episodes of Heroes, but I’ve also stayed up until at least 3 every night and slept in until 11, 12 or even 2pm, holding on to the waking hours of the other side of the world. And honestly I have refused to begin seriously thinking about what I will do over the next months or years with what God has revealed on this journey. I would rather pitch a tent at the crossroads than dare the hike down a particular path hoping my short steps will make a lasting difference in our world. I’ve always hated camping. I think I need to remember that and begin the uncertain trek toward the next cloud-covered destination in the distance.
I think of your amazing journey often. Don’t underestimate the re-entry shock. It may creep up on you or arrive in a way you were not expecting. Even if you were never fully immersed in another culture, you were definitely outside the American culture. What you did was courageous, adventurous, and inspiring. So there will definitely be re-entry shock when those that stayed home appear to lose interest in your journey. I was only in Cambodia two weeks and when I returned I found myself being slightly judge mental of my home culture and wishing people would have more interest in issues beyond themselves.
May God reveal his perfect will and plan for your life in his perfect timing. Until then, maybe you can bury your head for a while, that’s okay too right?
Rest, Liz. Just rest for now:) I’m confident God will reveal His next step for you in His good timing. “In Your unfailing love You will lead the people You have redeemed.” (Exodus 15:13)
Can’t wait to see y’all!!
Liz,
You are so deep…
Prayers, dear friend.